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lost.

My body hurts and my mind is under stimulated. Bollix. And because this is so today I need a book day..well night. I think I will buy a book at one of the used book stores, walk home and relax. I want to bomb my television, blow up my phone and close the blinds. Apparently people freak out when you just want to be out of the world for the moment. I feel so disconnected from myself at the moment.

ew.

names for my turtles.

paddington. city love. ARTAXERXES. suenos. zoe bee. jenzee. maddux. jack. shake. amy

freakin blow us away!

Sitting Here in this white patterned room
Imagining I'm a meteor flying out through the distant space
How does tiny speckle earth destroy tommorow
so capable of so many things
why make life taking planes
I believe,that when you lose your root
choose the sunlight
it could be your guide
no more political dreams
not another excuse
don't need another love song when you the love bomb

to just blow us away
to freakin blow the lights out
turning night to day
and root from other way
just to make it right now
fuck what the government say
we gotta save some lights now
is it ok?

can't you see?
this is the Truman show baby
cause when they fight who dies is you
ohhhh what if you unscrew me
we've got the same gears and the same tools
but how you gonna catch up with your head hanging down
whatcha see staring at the ground
I believe, even without a clue
you've got sunlight
and it can be your guide
no more political dreams
not another excuse
don't need another love song when you the love bomb
[Love Bomb Lyrics On http://www.elyricsworld.com/ ]
to just blow us away
to freakin blow the lights out
turning night to day
and root from other way
just to make it right now
fuck what the government say
we gotta save some lights now
is it ok?

I'm trying to imply the few,
by removing propaganda but,
The must of fused a dove w/ superglue,
(It's like)Im tryin to take a machine apart yea,
What I'm simply trying to do
Is have the business take a pause,
I've been down every avenue,
But every body's good as gone

to just blow us away
to freakin blow the lights out
turning night to day
and root from other way
just to make it right now
fuck what the government say
we gotta save some lights now
is it ok?



just th ekind of mood i am in right now. really chill. i really do love this song-


at this juncture i am in love with life and that is an amazing feeling.

Moved

I haven't been moved to blog in a really long time. or maybe i simply haven't had the time. I am officially finished with my junior year.. pending i receive adequate grades on my finals. I don't feel anything. Not stressed. Not accomplished. Not happy. Not sad. I dont know.

This apathy is frustrating..well in theory, because I don't feel frustrated. I don't feel. what the hell is wrong with me?

perplexing.

Events of the summer:
Ecuador
MIA Concert
AIDS Ride

act and damn the consequence

Mind Screw

I am not sure how many people know Marx in depth, save the communist manifesto because every person who thinks they are even slightly politically savvy has read that. Or any one who has ever had a political theory class..blah. The point is reading the manifesto is barely scrapping the Marx surface. I digress..rapidly. Over simplified- Marx- history of class struggle. All things- the constant struggle between the laborers (proletariat) and those who control the means of production (bougiouse). Alienated labor= stolen labor= labor for profit. The way to eliminate the struggle is for the proletariat to rise up, to get rid of wages. Get rid of wages because a wage never (ever) measure the value of a human being. It sounds bizarre but i mean.. read the german ideology and the manuscripts it could make sense.. i mean.. not in capitalism. But the theory of marx is basically "the cure to capitalism".
Rough Rough and hardly thought out description.

I am just thinking outloud.... but I am getting to a point.


I hope.

Happiness Bubbles Under.

My new obsession. Stumbleupon.com,the quintessential "i'm bored" button, that everyone needs on their tool bar.